Fan Art, Sponsorships, And Other Goals I Didn't Expect To Have When I Became An Author

For folks who aren't regular readers, I've wanted to be a professional writer basically since I was in 8th grade. It was the first time I wrote a short story that really affected someone (it was a found-journal style short about a giant crocodile in the Amazon where the author suggested the thing stalking them was more than just an animal, which was inspired by Robert R. McCammon's story Lizard Man), and the feeling was intoxicating. I decided I was going to try to recreate that, and so I started writing more short stories, as well as several novel attempts, and I took every creative writing class or assignment I could get my hands on.

Now, over a quarter of a century later, I've at least figured out how to reliably craft a good story. However, the older I've gotten, the more my personal goals for my career have changed. It's sort of caught me off-guard, as well, so I figured I'd take a moment and talk about it this week, since I feel like professional goals are something a lot of us don't really consider beyond, "Get my book published."

I wouldn't say no, but things like this have become less important to me over the years.

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When You Realize Your Goals Aren't Realistic

I'll admit, when I was young and had yet to even finish my first novel, I had dreams of becoming one of those Big Name (TM) authors. I wanted to be one of those people who made millions of dollars, whose name topped the bestseller lists, and who would have my work turned into hit movies and TV shows. In my mid-20s I expanded that out into having a shelf of awards in my house, showing off my brilliance.

Over time, most of these have sort of fallen by the wayside. Though I would still love to win a Stoker or an Ennie, those are more in the, "Well, it would be nice," category, rather than something I legitimately expect to happen.

Seriously, look at how goddamn NEAT this thing is!

The reason I've given up on so many of these goals I was once striving for is that the longer I've been an author, the more I recognize both how rare these kinds of successes are, and often how little they have to do with the things you're actually writing. I've said repeatedly on this very blog that making sales is a marketing success, and that in the end it's often divorced from the artistic quality of your book. And with every awards scandal that comes across my feed (I'm looking at you, Sad Puppies) the more it feels like awards winding up in the hands of truly deserving, talented creators is a fluke rather than the process working how it's supposed to.

In short, both the idea of becoming a Rich And Famous author, and a multi-award-winning author felt like I was standing out in a field and waving around a lightning rod. Yes, it's certainly possible that I'll catch lightning in a bottle, but it's also possible for me to win the lottery just by buying a single scratch ticket. In the end it sort of felt like striving to make those things happen was just setting myself up for disappointment, and not focusing on what I should be doing; writing the best books I could.

As a lot of folks out there know, nature abhors a vacuum. So while I didn't consciously choose new goals to replace the ones that I felt were too unrealistic, they showed up anyway. And while some of these still feel like long shots, I'm of the opinion they're more achievable than what I had before.

So What New Goals Made It Onto The List?

While I've more or less given up on the life of fame and fortune (it would be nice, but I'm trying to be realistic here), I do have a couple of goals that I think I could manage. Hopefully in the next 5-10 years, but if they take longer, well, it's not like I was going to stop writing, or something.

Let's not get ridiculous... I've been at this since I was 13. You don't put down a habit like that short of anything but the reaper.

Goal #1: Fan Creations

This is a goal I've technically achieved in a few small ways, but it's something I'd like to be able to do more of. The idea that something I made affected a reader of mine so strongly that they wanted to add their own creativity to what I've made, either through the form of writing their own stories, drawing art, or even painting minis styled after a character I made, is one of the sincerest forms of flattery I've ever received.

Perhaps the most notable thing I've seen folks be that excited about is, ironically, some of my own fan stories titled Waking Dogs and Broken Chains, which are about the trials of a renegade space marine in the Warhammer 40K setting. There are even audio versions of these tales, which still give me a chill to listen to, and I highly recommend checking them out (along with more of my work) on the YouTube channel A Vox in The Void.

Goal #2: Be A Convention Guest Of Honor

I've been to my share of conventions over the years, and while I still enjoy them, they're a lot different when you're there for work than when you're there to play around. And if I'm there I'm usually on panels, running games, holding down a table in the dealer's hall, and sometimes all of these things in a single day. However, it would be a feather in my cap to be invited to a convention as a guest of honor. Additionally, it would just be nice to be recognized for my achievements in that way, whether I'm there as an author, a gaming guest of honor, etc.

Of course, it would also be nice getting the perks that come along with such a position. Realistically, I expect I'll be able to manage this for a smaller, regional convention, but it would still be nice for it to happen at a bigger event if and when the opportunity arises.

 

Goal #3: Become An Institution

In the past I thought about essentially being a stand-alone writer who sold enough books that I could pay all my bills, buy a house, and just sort of live that celebrity lifestyle. However, like I said, I know exactly how rare that kind of success is for most people in my profession. But what I would like to do is to create projects that help keep me afloat financially, but which allow me to give work to other creative people in my circles.

This, for example.

I've had a few, smaller examples of this already. Sales of Army Men: A Game of Tactical Plastic, as well as any supplements that use Anonymous Katsodon's art ensure that part of the royalty payment goes right to her. Additionally, Isiah Burt has written two novellas for my fantasy RPG setting Sundara: Dawn of a New Age. Legacy of Flames is a story about a hulking lizardfold warrior, and his unusual mission in the Dragonsbreath Mountains, and Blight Bane's Gambit follows an orc mercenary company as they attempt to solve the riddles of a tricksy dragon in the woods beyond Hoardreach, the City of Wyrms.

Honestly, what I'd love to do is for something to get so large in terms of popularity and earnings potential that it allows me to start hiring people on as staff, or giving them positions are regular contributors, so that we can all share in the bounty. I'm not saying that I essentially want to get successful enough where I can form an LLC and give regular, reliable jobs to all my friends so we can work on our projects together while shielding each other from the roving wolves of capitalism... but yeah, I'd love to be able to do that.

On that note, I feel like the next project with that level of potential might be my Chronicles of Darkness audio drama, Windy City Shadows. If you haven't heard about it yet, check out the elevator pitch at Windy City Shadows, A Chronicles of Darkness Podcast Proposal, and take a look at the Ask Me Anything I put together for it a while back!

Goal #4: Get Sponsorship (And Maybe A Gift Or Two)

This is probably my shallowest, most selfish goal, but we've all got to have one or two of those. However, the idea that things I'm creating are so popular that a company decides that they need to butter me up in order to reach my audience by sending me a free trial of their service, and perhaps a cool present for me to keep in the background of my videos, is something that would be pretty nice, not going to lie.

Whether it's game books, a portable dice tower, an unusual display shelf, filming accessories (I'd love to have a green screen I could break down and store in my closet, as an example), or even something as seemingly random as a cool mini fridge (I like having drinks on hand for when I'm recording), it would just be a mark of pride for me that I was considered well-known, popular, or influential enough to make that happen.

The issue here, of course, is that sponsorship tends to come with a wide reach and a big audience. I don't really command one of those, but every little bit helps. So consider subscribing to the Azukail Games YouTube channel if you haven't yet, and help me keep climbing up that ladder so I can get myself noticed!

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Having Trouble With Your Villain? Write An "Am I The A**Hole?" Post In Their Voice!

Writing a good villain is hard. You need to decide if you want them to be relatable and human, or monstrous and terrifying. You need to balance them being a serious threat, with them not being so competent and powerful that your protagonist has no chance to defeat them. They need to be flawed, but also compelling. Understandable, but with an air of mystery and threat to them.

And that is not an easy thing to do.

However, this week I wanted to talk about a little trick you should consider if your villain is giving you trouble... consider writing an "Am I The Asshole?" style post in their voice to see if it helps you get a handle on them.

And, before we progress, a shout out and a thank you to Dara Williamson for suggesting this trick!

I've been brooding about this... guys... am I the asshole, here?

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No, Seriously Though... Am I?

So, I've got to come clean here, and I'd like honest input from people.

I had a rough childhood. I was raised by a single mother, and I had to get a job as soon as I was able to. Things were hard all around, so when a recruiter came around and offered me a deal that sounded too good to be true I took it without asking too many questions. I spent a lot of time on foreign soil with a weapon in my hand, and I lost a lot of myself there... literally, and metaphorically. But I also met a girl. Things got serious, and even though it was against protocol, she ended up pregnant. I swore to myself I was going to be there for her, and that I was going to do what my father couldn't. Everything went to hell, though, and I lost her, and my kids.

Or, at least, that's what I thought.

I dedicated myself to my position after I got the news that I'd lost them. I can't lie, I went to some dark places, but I told myself it was in the service of a greater good. That whatever the failings of my methods were, they were better than the alternative for everyone.

I recently found out that, despite what I'd been told, my children survived. Both of them had been placed in foster care, and neither of them knew about me, or their mother. I was enraged by that, but at the same time I knew I had a chance to do for them what hadn't been done for me. They didn't know me, but I wanted to open the door for them, and bring them into my life... but I didn't come right out and tell them who I really was. I admit I should have, but I ended up playing coy for far longer than I meant to. My son, who was as headstrong as I ever was, reacted quite negatively when I told him the truth, and offered him my hand. I admit, with my position being what it is, I haven't heard the word, "No," in a long time. I definitely overreacted, and we got physical. I injured him worse than he did me, and while I'm disgusted by what happened, I'm also so proud of what I saw. That fire in him, the courage he showed... it reminds me of better days.

I don't want this to be the only impression he has of me, and I don't want to make the same mistakes with my daughter that I'm making here with him. Other than keeping better control of my temper, and not cutting off my son's hand to win a light saber duel, what can I do here?

I get that I'm at least a little in the wrong, but at the same time I feel like this could still be salvaged if I could just make them see things from my side, you know?

I'm doing the best I can as a quadrapalegic war veteran.

For those of you who have never been to the subreddit r/AmITheAsshole, this is not an uncommon structure for these kinds of posts. You have someone who, from their perspective, seems to be taking reasonable actions. Sometimes they'll even make small admissions that they overstepped or overreacted, but they want it to seem like they're in the right. Or, in some rare circumstances, they're genuinely confused and trying to get outside opinions as to whether what they did was really wrong, or if the other party is blowing things out of proportion.

However, I chose such a well-known villain and story for my example to show something else that is particularly useful for this exercise; ask what your villain leaves out of their admissions. Not just that, but what do they leave out because they don't know, and what do they leave out because it would shape the narrative in a way they don't like. As an example, phrasing this story in a way that (if you don't know) implies that our poster came from a hardscrabble life and joined the military, was deployed overseas, developed psychological problems and likely lost limbs, is not inaccurate. It also lays the groundwork for what comes later. Someone who has survived that kind of life, and then thrown themselves into their position as an enforcer of the will of their empire, is not someone you could expect to act with kindness, empathy, and compassion. Those traits, which may or may not have once been present, have been buried, hidden, and rarely used, leading to conflict and trouble when they attempt to brute force their way through a messy, emotional matter like a family reunion.

What isn't mentioned is that our poster is a person with significant authority in a fascist regime. He doesn't mention that both his children hate that regime so much that they have been radicalized against him, and are working not just against him on a personal level, but against everything he represents. He also doesn't mention any of the murders he's committed, or those he hasn't prevented from being committed. Perhaps they aren't mentioned because they aren't germaine to this discussion. Perhaps it's because the villain is so jaded that he doesn't even register those deaths as people... it's not until presented with individuals who have a connection to him that they become real in his mind. Or it might be that he knows it would make him look bad, so he doesn't mention them, purposefully shifting the narrative to the conflicts between him and his children as individual misunderstandings, rather than matters of a galactic empire attempting to stifle the voices of its own citizens, and leading to a fometing rebellion.

If you've never tried doing this before, consider writing sample versions like the post above. As long as the character in question is capable of thought and written communication, you can write something like this for them. Jason Voorhees, Thanos, Horus Lupercal... pick a villain you know fairly well, and try to present their view of a situation in their own words. And if the exercise works for you, consider trying it with your own villains if you ever have difficulty truly realizing them on the page.

Also, if you're looking for a similar exercise for your other characters, consider Making A Dating Profile For Your Character (Seriously, It Helps).

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"Passion" Is Not A Replacement For A Solid Business Plan

This week I wanted to address an accusation that I feel gets lobbed at creators a lot... particularly from people who don't want to think about the cold, hard reality that nothing gets made without a cost. As the song about rock stars goes, "Yeah, it's a fun job, but it's still a job."

Creators aren't pixies that run on fairy dust, happy thoughts, and upvotes. We're human beings, and because we're forced to live under late stage capitalism, we're human beings who have to pay rent and buy food. Which means that, at the end of the day, we either need to be so rich that our material comforts aren't a concern, or we need to make things that are going to generate enough cash that we can buy the necessary essentials so we can survive another day, and put our fingers back on the keyboard tomorrow.

Despite this obvious statement, there seem to be a lot of people out there who seem to be unaware of these very basic facts.

Here you go. Now give us another season of that show you were working on!

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The Current Project (Some Background)

For folks who aren't regular readers of this blog (or my sister blog Improved Initiative where I talk about tabletop RPGs) you may not have seen me talk about a brand new podcast project I'm trying to get off the ground. For those interested in an elevator pitch, it's essentially a modern fantasy John Wick involving a Big Bad Wolf type getting involved in a hunt for a fellow missing fae, and having to deal with strongarm goons, deadly supernatural threats, and at least one femme fatale to claw his way to the heart of this mystery.

If you'd like a more detailed run down of the project, you can check out Windy City Shadows, A Chronicles of Darkness Podcast Proposal, as well as the AMA I recently did for the project over on the Azukail Games YouTube Channel.

Now, I told you that story to tell you this story.

The reason that I wrote blog entries about this podcast, and did an Ask Me Anything for it, was to try to test the direction the wind was blowing, and to see how much support I could expect from the public for it. Because much like writing a novel, writing, recording, editing, and releasing an entire season of an audio drama podcast is going to take between a year and a year and a half to complete. That's a lot of work, and if I'm going to put in those kind of hours between now and my 42nd birthday, I'd like to know that it's something people are actually interested in, and would like to listen to.

I'd also like it to make enough money to pay at least some of my bills... and apparently there are some corners of the Internet where this is considered heresy.

"Just Follow Your Passion" Is Not A Business Plan

There is something to be said for the satisfaction of a job well done. There is no denying that it feels good to put words on the page, to finish off an audio drama, etc. And I won't deny that most of us have our own pet projects we really want to bring to fruition... but most of us don't base our workload on what makes us personally happy and satisfied.

We do these things for money. Full stop.

It's a job. That's why we do it.

I've been a professional writer for over a decade now. For full clarity, that does not mean I am someone who has made side money as a writer; this has been my full time job since my late 20s. I've written novels and short stories, I've written for newspapers and magazines, I've written TTRPG supplements, blogs, online articles, audio dramas, and more. I've taken some jobs because they seemed like a lot of fun. I've taken other jobs because the check was fat, and rent was coming due. The job isn't always a fun time, but it needs to get done all the same.

I do not "follow my passion" and hope for the best. When I have an idea for a project, I hold it at arm's length, and evaluate it. I ask where I can get it published, who would be interested in it, how long it will take, how many other people I'm going to need onboard to bring it to fruition, and a dozen other questions. There are some projects that seem like an absolute slam dunk, and they get pushed to the front of the line. Others could go one way or another when it comes to crowd reception. And some... well, some appeal to me and maybe 12 other people.

This idea that authors, video creators, painters, game designers, and all these other creative professionals are just doing whatever we want like manic faerie dream folk is ridiculous. We are people who, by and large, take our work very seriously, and we expect to be paid for our efforts. The things we make might be whimsical or dark, silly or serious, but at the end of the day we are running a business.

You wouldn't tell someone to be a cashier for 8 hours a day in the hopes that maybe they got paid for it. You wouldn't suggest someone shovel snow, or fill in potholes, or cut grass hoping that someone tipped them for their efforts. And if someone came to you and said, "I want to open my own shop," or, "I'm thinking about starting a lawncare company," one of your first questions for them would probably be, "Cool... so what's your business plan?"

That's what we're doing. Because making the art is only half the process... the other part is actually selling it. That's the hard part of the job, and it's not something you can just wing and hope for the best.

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